The first time I admitted I was lost,
It felt like defeat,
But now I see it’s the truth I’ve been avoiding.
The race I’m in, it’s not one I can win.
I’m falling behind, watching as life passes me by.
Falling behind the echo of who I used to beat,
I’m chasing a version of me I can’t see.
The weight is pulling me down inside,
And I don’t know how to stop the tide.
I’m tired of running, I’m tired of pain,
But I’m falling behind, and I can’t escape the strain.
Now as I stand at the edge of myself,
I wonder if I’ll ever catch up to the life I wanted.
The exhaustion is too much, the weight too heavy.
I’m falling behind, but I’m too tired to care.
Maybe it’s time to let the echo fade.
Falling behind the echo of who I used to beat,
I’m chasing a version of me I can’t see.
The weight is pulling me down inside,
And I don’t know how to stop the tide.
I’m tired of running, I’m tired of pain,
But I’m falling behind, and I can’t escape the strain.
The first time your hand touched mine
It felt like fire, it felt like a sign
A spark so deep, it burned my soul
With just one touch, you made me whole
You didn’t know, but I could see
The way your skin lit something in me
I never felt a rush like this
Just from the brush of a fingertip’s kiss
First touch, it set me on fire
First touch, burned with desire
We’re falling fast, no place to hide
Your hand in mine, a tidal wave inside
First touch, so soft, so real
I never knew this is how love feels
We’re breaking the walls, letting it flow
First touch, now I’ll never let go
The way you moved, the way you breathed
Every second, I could hardly believe
That something so small could hit so deep
The first time you touched, I fell without sleep
You didn’t know, but I could see
The way your skin lit something in me
I never felt a rush like this
Just from the brush of a fingertip’s kiss
First touch, it set me on fire
First touch, burned with desire
We’re falling fast, no place to hide
Your hand in mine, a tidal wave inside
First touch, so soft, so real
I never knew this is how love feels
We’re breaking the walls, letting it flow
First touch, now I’ll never let go
With every touch, you pull me deeper
The first one was just the gatekeeper
I’m lost in the feel, lost in your skin
Where you end is where I begin
First touch, it set me on fire
First touch, burned with desire
We’re falling fast, no place to hide
Your hand in mine, a tidal wave inside
First touch, so soft, so real
I never knew this is how love feels
We’re breaking the walls, letting it flow
First touch, now I’ll never let go
Now I’ll never let go, never let go
The first touch set my heart aglow.
I note that first kiss, slow and sweet
Your lips on mine, the world at our feet
I’d never known a rush like that
Everything before just fell flat
The way you looked, the way you sighed
Like the whole world opened wide
I was falling into something deep
That first kiss, it haunts my sleep
First kiss, it took my breath
It woke me up, scared me to death
A taste so real, I lost control
That first kiss touched my soul
First kiss, I can’t forget
The way it lingers with me yet
You stole my heart, you sealed it tight
With that first kiss, everything felt right
I can still feel the heat, the way we moved
In that moment, nothing to prove
Our lips spoke what we couldn’t say
That first kiss took me away
The way you looked, the way you sighed
Like the whole world opened wide
I was falling into something deep
That first kiss, it haunts my sleep
First kiss, it took my breath
It woke me up, scared me to death
A taste so real, I lost control
That first kiss touched my soul
First kiss, I can’t forget
The way it lingers with me yet
You stole my heart, you sealed it tight
With that first kiss, everything felt right
One kiss, one moment, changed it all
In that kiss, I heard love call
Now I’m lost, but I’m not afraid
That first kiss is the spark we made
First kiss, it took my breath
It woke me up, scared me to death
A taste so real, I lost control
That first kiss touched my soul
First kiss, I can’t forget
The way it lingers with me yet
You stole my heart, you sealed it tight
With that first kiss, everything felt right
That first kiss, it set me free
Now I crave what you gave to me.
The first time you walked away
You didn’t know what I couldn’t say
My heart broke in a thousand ways
But I let you go, and I watched you fade
I thought we’d last, I thought we’d fight
But love slipped away in the dead of night
I didn’t know how deep it would hurt
Until you left me in the dirt
First goodbye, it cut so deep
Left me with secrets I couldn’t keep
I thought we’d make it, thought we’d try
But you left with just a cold goodbye
First goodbye, it stole my breath
Felt like a kiss from the hand of death
I’m broken now, and I don’t know why
First love, first hurt, first goodbye
I watched your shadow as you turned
Did you know how my heart burned?
I was holding on, but you let go
The first goodbye, the final blow
I thought we’d last, I thought we’d fight
But love slipped away in the dead of night
I didn’t know how deep it would hurt
Until you left me in the dirt
First goodbye, it cut so deep
Left me with secrets I couldn’t keep
I thought we’d make it, thought we’d try
But you left with just a cold goodbye
First goodbye, it stole my breath
Felt like a kiss from the hand of death
I’m broken now, and I don’t know why
First love, first hurt, first goodbye
You walked away, left me in tears
Now I’m haunted by all my fears
You didn’t look back, not a single glance
And I’m still aching from that last chance
First goodbye, it cut so deep
Left me with secrets I couldn’t keep
I thought we’d make it, thought we’d try
But you left with just a cold goodbye
First goodbye, it stole my breath
Felt like a kiss from the hand of death
I’m broken now, and I don’t know why
First love, first hurt, first goodbye
Goodbye… the first of many more
But you’ll always be the one I mourn.
It felt like defeat,
But now I see it’s the truth I’ve been avoiding.
The race I’m in, it’s not one I can win.
I’m falling behind, watching as life passes me by.
Falling behind the echo of who I used to beat,
I’m chasing a version of me I can’t see.
The weight is pulling me down inside,
And I don’t know how to stop the tide.
I’m tired of running, I’m tired of pain,
But I’m falling behind, and I can’t escape the strain.
Now as I stand at the edge of myself,
I wonder if I’ll ever catch up to the life I wanted.
The exhaustion is too much, the weight too heavy.
I’m falling behind, but I’m too tired to care.
Maybe it’s time to let the echo fade.
Falling behind the echo of who I used to beat,
I’m chasing a version of me I can’t see.
The weight is pulling me down inside,
And I don’t know how to stop the tide.
I’m tired of running, I’m tired of pain,
But I’m falling behind, and I can’t escape the strain.
The first time your hand touched mine
It felt like fire, it felt like a sign
A spark so deep, it burned my soul
With just one touch, you made me whole
You didn’t know, but I could see
The way your skin lit something in me
I never felt a rush like this
Just from the brush of a fingertip’s kiss
First touch, it set me on fire
First touch, burned with desire
We’re falling fast, no place to hide
Your hand in mine, a tidal wave inside
First touch, so soft, so real
I never knew this is how love feels
We’re breaking the walls, letting it flow
First touch, now I’ll never let go
The way you moved, the way you breathed
Every second, I could hardly believe
That something so small could hit so deep
The first time you touched, I fell without sleep
You didn’t know, but I could see
The way your skin lit something in me
I never felt a rush like this
Just from the brush of a fingertip’s kiss
First touch, it set me on fire
First touch, burned with desire
We’re falling fast, no place to hide
Your hand in mine, a tidal wave inside
First touch, so soft, so real
I never knew this is how love feels
We’re breaking the walls, letting it flow
First touch, now I’ll never let go
With every touch, you pull me deeper
The first one was just the gatekeeper
I’m lost in the feel, lost in your skin
Where you end is where I begin
First touch, it set me on fire
First touch, burned with desire
We’re falling fast, no place to hide
Your hand in mine, a tidal wave inside
First touch, so soft, so real
I never knew this is how love feels
We’re breaking the walls, letting it flow
First touch, now I’ll never let go
Now I’ll never let go, never let go
The first touch set my heart aglow.
I note that first kiss, slow and sweet
Your lips on mine, the world at our feet
I’d never known a rush like that
Everything before just fell flat
The way you looked, the way you sighed
Like the whole world opened wide
I was falling into something deep
That first kiss, it haunts my sleep
First kiss, it took my breath
It woke me up, scared me to death
A taste so real, I lost control
That first kiss touched my soul
First kiss, I can’t forget
The way it lingers with me yet
You stole my heart, you sealed it tight
With that first kiss, everything felt right
I can still feel the heat, the way we moved
In that moment, nothing to prove
Our lips spoke what we couldn’t say
That first kiss took me away
The way you looked, the way you sighed
Like the whole world opened wide
I was falling into something deep
That first kiss, it haunts my sleep
First kiss, it took my breath
It woke me up, scared me to death
A taste so real, I lost control
That first kiss touched my soul
First kiss, I can’t forget
The way it lingers with me yet
You stole my heart, you sealed it tight
With that first kiss, everything felt right
One kiss, one moment, changed it all
In that kiss, I heard love call
Now I’m lost, but I’m not afraid
That first kiss is the spark we made
First kiss, it took my breath
It woke me up, scared me to death
A taste so real, I lost control
That first kiss touched my soul
First kiss, I can’t forget
The way it lingers with me yet
You stole my heart, you sealed it tight
With that first kiss, everything felt right
That first kiss, it set me free
Now I crave what you gave to me.
The first time you walked away
You didn’t know what I couldn’t say
My heart broke in a thousand ways
But I let you go, and I watched you fade
I thought we’d last, I thought we’d fight
But love slipped away in the dead of night
I didn’t know how deep it would hurt
Until you left me in the dirt
First goodbye, it cut so deep
Left me with secrets I couldn’t keep
I thought we’d make it, thought we’d try
But you left with just a cold goodbye
First goodbye, it stole my breath
Felt like a kiss from the hand of death
I’m broken now, and I don’t know why
First love, first hurt, first goodbye
I watched your shadow as you turned
Did you know how my heart burned?
I was holding on, but you let go
The first goodbye, the final blow
I thought we’d last, I thought we’d fight
But love slipped away in the dead of night
I didn’t know how deep it would hurt
Until you left me in the dirt
First goodbye, it cut so deep
Left me with secrets I couldn’t keep
I thought we’d make it, thought we’d try
But you left with just a cold goodbye
First goodbye, it stole my breath
Felt like a kiss from the hand of death
I’m broken now, and I don’t know why
First love, first hurt, first goodbye
You walked away, left me in tears
Now I’m haunted by all my fears
You didn’t look back, not a single glance
And I’m still aching from that last chance
First goodbye, it cut so deep
Left me with secrets I couldn’t keep
I thought we’d make it, thought we’d try
But you left with just a cold goodbye
First goodbye, it stole my breath
Felt like a kiss from the hand of death
I’m broken now, and I don’t know why
First love, first hurt, first goodbye
Goodbye… the first of many more
But you’ll always be the one I mourn.