Apex Star over Hollow Holiday [Wraith]
High above the cluttered living room where wrapping guts spill like intestines from torn boxes and the TV mutters an exhausted rerun into stale, sugared air, a star sits crooked on the fake pine needles, tilting like a drunk halo that never earned the right to be called holy in the first place,
Its edges cut the dark, metallic and unforgiving, throwing shards of hard light over every hand-me-down ornament and dust rim on picture frames, dragging old sins into focus the way a cop’s flashlight drags guilt out from under a teenager’s bed just by existing in the space.
The star hums in cheap electricity, that faint buzz you only hear when the house finally shuts up and the last aunt’s perfume has drifted out the door with her gossip,
Each filament pulse a steady, clinical heartbeat that doesn’t care about tradition, doesn’t care about carols, just flashes harsh truth over every smiling snowman and porcelain angel with chipped wings and suspiciously judgmental eyebrows.
Under its hard shine, tinsel hangs like silver entrails from limp branches, looped by kids who already forgot they did it,
The aluminum strips catch the light and toss it out in thin little razors that skim over the carpet, over the wine stain that never quite went away, over the sofa cushion where an argument sat down last year and never fully got back up.
The star sees everything; if you stare long enough you start to believe it remembers too.
It remembers the year the tree went down in a shower of glass and swearing, remembers the smashed snowman mug and the silence that fell afterward like a guilty snowfall that only landed on one person’s shoulders,
Remembers the slammed doors, the “I’m fine” that sounded like a plate you knew you’d find cracked later, remembers every secret drink poured heavy after the kids went to bed while a night-light Santa smiled with dead eyes from the plug.
Tonight the room still smells of sugar cookies and ham fat, clinging to the stale air like an overeager relative that doesn’t notice you’ve taken three steps back,
But under that, the star digs up older layers—burnt gravy from five years ago, the sharp tang of cheap whiskey and cologne, the cold metal scent of keys dropped on the floor when somebody came home too late and pretended not to notice who was pretending not to wait.
The star’s light slides over framed photographs marching across the mantle: one family posed in matching sweaters before three of them stopped talking,
In each shine you catch the ghosts: the cousin who overdosed and only lives here now in a frozen smile with a badly wrapped scarf, the grandparent whose laugh got recorded on some misplaced phone, playing back only when the battery glitch decides to resurrect them for two seconds before dying again.
Under that pointed watcher, gifts huddle in their glossy skins, stacked like colorful lies promising that this year will hit different,
Every ribbon a little noose around expectations, each tag a polite label covering deeper inscriptions: “I’m sorry I didn’t show up for you,” “Please don’t leave,” “I have no idea who you are anymore but I saw other people buying this, so it must mean something good.”
The star throws its harsh glow across the faces on the couch, catching every twitch, every forced grin, every half-swallowed retort buried under cranberry sauce and the commandment to keep the mood light,
It lances across the eyes of the one who laughs louder when they’re about to shatter, highlights the faint jaw clench of the one who hosted and now sits like a general in a war zone after all the soldiers went home, counting casualties in half-eaten pies and new dents in the wall.
In the corner, the cat watches the star with the only honest expression in the room: bored contempt, tail flicking through the dust motes made visible by that relentless glow,
When the lights dim on the strand, the star flickers, then steadies, hanging on with that cheap, stubborn electricity, refusing to soften the edges or soften anything at all.
Its points poke the ceiling, five accusing knives pressing into the plaster where faint rings of past years’ smoke stains still lurk like halos from candles that burned too close,
This year’s top decoration is a metal preacher that doesn’t offer grace; it just points, marks, catalogs, sending out cold radiance that makes shame glint as easily as glitter on a kid’s cut-out ornament.
Every wish whispered under this thing’s watch crawls up through its wire bones: the kid wishing for parents who aren’t always on separate ends of the couch, the parent wishing they could pause time, rewind time, or maybe skip ahead a decade and see if any of this mattered or if it all just composted into another anonymous holiday haze,
The teenager wishing the room would stop asking, the elder wishing for one more year with knees that don’t ache, lungs that don’t crackle, hands steady enough to hang that one glass bell without shaking.
The star is where all those desires gather, collecting like insects on a bug zapper, charming in the glow until they touch the wire and sizzle,
It doesn’t grant anything, doesn’t comfort, doesn’t bless; it just shines and burns and turns fragile hopes into a faint heat that nobody feels unless they stand perfectly still and admit what they lost on the way here.
Midnight creeps closer and the crowd thins; dishes are stacked like regret in the sink, laughter has gone hoarse, the kids have melted into sugar comas in nests of blankets and half-open toys,
Someone kills most of the lights, leaving the tree’s glow to carry the room, and that makes the star finally look like what everyone pretends it is: a guiding fire, a distant promise, a bright little wound punched through the skin of the night.
Yet even now, its light is too sharp, too focused, like a spotlight set to interrogate rather than comfort,
It pins you where you stand with an unasked question: what did you bury under this plastic forest, under this ritual, under the familiar songs and overeaten meals and carefully timed hugs that never quite land where they should?
You find yourself talking to it in your head, quietly, while you pretend to watch some generic holiday movie on mute,
Confessing in not-quite words: the grudges you didn’t resolve before the person carrying them died, the lies you told to keep the peace, the ways you shrank yourself to fit this living room while some angry voice in your chest kept pounding its fists on the back of your ribs.
The star’s answer is more of the same: light and shadow, highlighting the cracks in the drywall, the chipped mug on the coffee table, the way your reflection in the dark TV screen looks older than you were ready to admit yesterday,
In that glare you see every December bleeding into the next, every promise to do better looping into another year of scrambling at the last minute and hoping sentiment will patch what apology and actual change never got around to fixing.
Still, there’s a twisted mercy in this metal tyrant perched at the top of synthetic branches,
It doesn’t let you hide, which means if you stay in the room long enough, you have to admit that you’re still here, breathing, eyes on the light, hand resting on the back of the couch like you own a little slice of this wreckage and haven’t given up.
You reach up, later, when everyone’s gone to bed and the house settles into its post-feast creaks, to adjust the tilt, fingers brushing the humming core,
The star bites your skin with the faint heat of overworked bulbs, nothing dramatic, just enough to remind you that this shining judge is still mortal plastic and metal, cheap wiring and slapped-on glitter—not fate, not destiny, not god, just a thing you plug in and unplug.
You straighten it anyway, aligning that harsh little sun with the room, facing it forward, daring it to watch you walk through one more calendar of chaos and half-repaired wounds,
The star blazes back, unblinking, like it already knows you will absolutely screw up again and still show up next year to hang it back in its place, offering your mistakes to its sharp light instead of hiding them in the dark.