Numb From The Need To Feel Lyrics

Verse

Wake up each day feelin' hollow in da shadows
Try to care but my soul feels shallow
Broken dreams in the mirror's reflection
Who I was lost in some damn intersection

Verse 2

The city streets screamin' cold thru my veins
Without you babe it’s just another rusted chain
No fucks given no lies all pain
Runnin' fast from pourin’ rain

Chorus

No fucks given got nothin' to give
Screamin' loud into the night where I live
This life ain't givin' what I can take
Burn it all down for my own sake

Verse 3

Empty bottles when the sun goes black
Chasin' ghosts can't turn back
Every step drags through my mind
Still I move
Leavin' pain behind

Verse 4

Grit my teeth through this grindin' hell
Keep on goin' no time to dwell
No fucks given light that flame
No more pawn in this twisted game

Chorus

No fucks given got nothin' to say
Screamin' loud in the break of day
This life just givin' what I can't take
Burn it all down for my own fuckin’ sake

[Verse] Tick tock tick tock shadows creeping 13 minutes left time’s weeping Ghost of youth their whispers haunting Phantoms of yesterday dreams daunting [Verse 2] Eyes on the clock dark hands turning Lost nights phantom lights ever burning Fragments of old days echoed screams Shattered moments chasing broken dreams [Chorus] 13 minutes to midnight ticking fast Will we capture life or let it pass Feel the chill of our lost youth fade Haunted echoes in the twilight shade [Verse 3] Faded photographs frozen moments Tattered memories locked in torment Every second a relentless beat Tracing footprints of our restless feet [Bridge] Soul's lament a silent cry Countdown to the day we die Past ghosts in the shadows steer Future fading nothing clear [Chorus] 13 minutes to midnight ticking fast Will we capture life or let it pass Feel the chill of our lost youth fade Haunted echoes in the twilight shade

Gut hanging heavy and the gray is colonizing what was brown, | Holes wore through the boxer shorts from years of breaking down, | Mirror in the bathroom tells a chapter I don't need narrated, | Wrinkles mapping every hit and every morning I've debated. | Walking down the sidewalk and these feet are raising grievances, | Used to eat the pavement whole, now it extracts its revenues, | Toothache from the grind of every late and horizontal night, | Clock is accelerating and the end is burning bright. | [Chorus] | Don't sir me, kid, I can't absorb the weight, | Once was up before the sun but now I'm running late, | Don't need a penthouse or a polished golden road, | Just a place to catch my breath and put down half the load. | Bartender pours the bourbon and the ice goes thin and slow, | Nothing locks together like it used to and I don't know which way to go, | Once a man with reasons, now just a pair of tired eyes, | Youth slipped out the exit wearing somebody else's disguise. | [Chorus] | Don't sir me, kid, I can't absorb the weight, | Once was up before the sun but now I'm running late, | Don't need a penthouse or a polished golden road, | Just a place to catch my breath and put down half the load. | Every wrinkle is a story with a premium I can't sell, | Every morning just another round inside a reconfigured hell, | Don't sir me — don't remind me of the highway that I've run, | Just pour another double and we'll call this evening done. |

Verse

Sittin' here again sinkin' low
Ain't got much to show
Used to stand tall no fear
Now my balls are dippin' here

Verse 2

Mirror shows a wrinkled face
Youth fled without a trace
Bones creak skin not not taut
Time's cruel and I forgot

Chorus

Oh my balls hit the water
When I sit on the throne
Growing old , getting colder
Wish time’d just leave me alone

Verse 3

Mem'ries haunt like shadows past
Thinking life's slipping fast
Friends come and go like sand
Got no grip ain't no stan

Verse 4

Gravity ain't no friend
Dragging me to bitter end
Laughter echoes through the hall
Oh those days I stood so tall

Bridge

Hold on hold on to the night
Fightin' time with all my might
Just a man chasin' days
Before I fade into the haze

Verse

Empty bottle on the table
Cold sunlight - stark in here
Mirror shows a weary stranger
Medications bend my ear

Verse 2

Blood thinner - keep the flow
Antacid - cool the fire
Pills stack high to touch the sky
Mismatched voices - a twisted choir

Chorus

A dozen pills on the countertop
Figure out what they really do
A dozen pills like a desperate hope
Living life in shades of blue

Verse 3

Antidepressant - numb the feels
Viagra - rise like a storm
Aspirin - silence the beat
Each one a kaleidoscope form

Verse 4

Sleeping pills - steal the dreams
Stimulants - race the night
This cocktail - it's a rough ride
Chase the dark - chase the light

Bridge

On the edge of reason
Dancing with the void
They tell me it's just a habit
Mechanics of a shattered soul

[Verse 1]I was strolling down the street on a Saturday night
Caught her silhouette glowing in the neon light
She had a body like a jaguar smooth and sleek
And her voice was like melted chocolate rich and sweet
I said hey there baby what's your flavor tonight
She licked her lips and teased I'm a little bit of maybe just right
So I took her hand led her to the dance floor with grace
Where we cooked up some romance lost in the rhythm and space

Chorus

We were shaking and baking like a hot apple pie
Making those hips sway like a rollercoaster high
She was my sweet dessert I was her main course
In the sauna of love we screamed our voice hoarse
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)

Verse 2

Moving and grooving to pulses on overdrive
I was her rhythm she was my melody a perfect jive
Her fingers trace lines on my chest a secret map to her treasure
Leading us to a place where we couldn't resist the pleasure
I whispered in her ear girl you're a masterpiece divine
You jingled and replied well you're the artist take your time
So I painted her with kisses from head to toe
As she melted in my arms with a passion that glowed

Chorus

We were stirring and swirling like a glass of red wine
Making those hips sway in the spotlight of love under the moon silver shine
She was my forbidden fruit I was her main course
As she melted in my arms with a passion that glowed
We were stirring and swirling like a glass of red wine
In the spotlight of love under the moon silver shine
She was my forbidden fruit I was a hungry beast
As she melted in my arms with a passion that glowed

Bridge

We were playing with fire but we didn't care
Burning up the night in a love affair
She was my match I was her flame igniting a passion that no one could tame

Chorus

We were grinding and twisting like a salsa sensation
Lost in the rhythm driven by desire's temptation
She was my spicy senorita I was her macho man
Tangoing in the shadows with a fiery Stevie plan

Outro

As the night grew old and the stars began to fade
We knew our dance had reached its final parade
But we'll always remember that night as we sync
Where we let our passion go
She had a body like a jaguar smooth and sleek
And her voice was like melted chocolate rich and sweet
I said hey there what's your flavor baby
She licked her lips and teased I'm a little bit of maybe
We were moving and grooving bodies on overdrive
I was her rhythm she was my melody a perfect jive
I whispered in her ear girl you're a masterpiece divine
She jingled and replied well you're the artist take your time
I whispered in her ear girl you're a masterpiece divine
She jingled and replied well you're the artist take your time
So I painted her with kisses from head to toe
And she melted in my arms with a passion that glow
Cash, credit, or crypto? What do you mean cash, credit, or crypto?

(Numb from the need to feel)

In the heart of the city, where dreams collide,

Beneath the neon glow, secrets reside,

A world of shadows where the truth is denied.

Mysteries unfold as we slip and slide.

(You can’t buy something thats real,

Numb from the need to feel)

A game of intrigue, whispers in the air,

Silent plea for a love affair,

Beneath the moonlit sky we dare,

To dance in darkness without a care.

Wicked smiles beckon from the night,

Drawing us closer with all their might,

In this symphony of shadows, we take flight,

Lost in fantasies under the pale moonlight.

Paid in full, for a night's delight,

Embracing every thrill in the dead of night,

Where reality blurs with each sight,

And passion burns with all its might.

(You can’t buy something thats real,

Numb from the need to feel)

Every touch sets the soul on fire,

In this hidden game of desire,

Where promises linger in the midnight choir,

As we chase love's elusive fire.

(Female voice: “Hey baby, looking for a good time? “)

Anticipation hangs in the bittersweet air,

Short dress swaying without a care,

Long legs weave a seductive snare,

As we navigate this world so rare.

A flicker of promise in her eyes I see,

A taste of pleasure awaiting me,

In the dance of shadows, wild and free,

Where our desires roam unfettered and key.

Her touch electrifies my very core,

Leaving an imprint forevermore,

Love's mark etched to the very core,

As night gives way to day once more.

Paid in full, for a night's delight,

Embracing every thrill in the dead of night,

Where reality blurs with each sight,

And passion burns with all its might.

(You can’t buy something thats real,

Numb from the need to feel)

(You can’t buy something thats real,

Numb from the need to feel)

Verse

Sildenafil in my veins
Heart pounds loud can't contain
Aronix on the brain
Nipatra drives me insane

Verse 2

Liberize got me high
Viagra got me reaching the sky
Tongue tied wondering why
Sildenafil can't keep up

Chorus

Sildenafil you're my spark
Viagra light in the dark
Aronix ignite this heart
Liberize tear me apart

Verse 3

Reality slips in slow
Nipatra take me where I wanna go
Crack the code let it flow
Sildenafil steal the show

Bridge

Push and pull I'm addicted
Liberize conflicted
Nipatra unrestricted
Sildenafil evicted

Chorus

Sildenafil you're my spark
Viagra light in the dark
Aronix ignite this heart
Liberize tear me apart

Verse

Wakin' up bones crack n' pop
Mirror never lies I can't stop
Wrinkles tellin' stories of a thousand nights
Youth's a ghost in the dim streetlights

Verse 2

Once was fire now just smoke
Dreams fade away with each needle poke
Heart used to race now skips a beat
Time's a thief stealin' heat

Chorus

I'm too old for this shit
Don't need no more of it
Chasin' glory ain't my fit
I'm too old for this shit

Verse 3

Chasin' shadows of broken fame
Life ain't no video game
Struggle just to stay awake
Reality hits like a heartache

Bridge

Used to run with the best of them
Now hobble streets with my aching limbs
Youth vanished in a midnight mist
Aged like a shackle on the wrist

Chorus

I'm too old for this shit
Can't keep up never did
Lost my spark quit my grit
I'm too old for this shit

Going to clubs
Feeling’ kinda dumb
Buying affection
And hating my reflection
Bills pay feeling sold
I’m too fucking old
For the stress and the games
And the aches and the pains
And the jizz and no rizz
What ever the fuck that is

Caffine and Antihistamine
They’re chasing Tik Toc view just to be scene
I’m done with this crap, call it a wrap
Don’t care about views I just want a nap
And moving any faster to just run into a disaster
I’m tired and wired and hurting a bit
Cause I’m too old
Too old for this shit

Verse

Eyes open to the night
Bridges burned by fading light
Whispers haunt the silent fears
Born anew through burning tears

Verse 2

Shadows dance in empty rooms
Chasing ghosts of forgotten tombs
Broken dreams and shattered bones
Find the strength in the unknown

Chorus

Rise again from ashes gray
Torn apart then find your way
Heartbeats pound in the darkest hour
Rebirth blooms in the midnight power

Verse 3

Echoes call your name once more
Stand defiant against the roar
Cold winds scream but you stand tall
Waking up from the endless fall

Verse 4

Fragments of a life once lost
Building walls no matter the cost
Eyes aflame with wild resolve
We'll evolve or be dissolved

Bridge

Fires rage beneath the skin
New life fights to breathe within
Haunted halls no longer bind
Set free now from silent mind

### Wish Me Luck

#### Verse 1
In the shadow of dawn, where dreams collide,
I walk the line between hope and pride,
Every step a whisper, every breath a sigh,
In this endless chase, where echoes lie.

#### Pre-Chorus
The night is fading, stars fall apart,
In the silence, I hear my heart,
Whispers of promises, shadows of doubt,
In this tangled web, I seek my route.

#### Chorus
Wish me luck as I journey on,
Through the storms and the breaking dawn,
In the twilight, where fears reside,
Wish me strength on this wild ride.

#### Verse 2
In the labyrinth of time, where shadows play,
I search for light in the break of day,
With every heartbeat, a silent plea,
For the courage to face what’s meant to be.

#### Pre-Chorus
The winds are shifting, paths undefined,
In the chaos, I seek my mind,
Echoes of laughter, tears long gone,
In this fleeting moment, I’m holding on.

#### Chorus
Wish me luck as I journey on,
Through the storms and the breaking dawn,
In the twilight, where fears reside,
Wish me strength on this wild ride.

#### Bridge
Through the valleys of doubt, where shadows creep,
In the depths of my soul, where secrets sleep,
I’ll find my way, through the night’s embrace,
With the stars as my guide, in this endless race.

#### Chorus
Wish me luck as I journey on,
Through the storms and the breaking dawn,
In the twilight, where fears reside,
Wish me strength on this wild ride.

#### Outro
So wish me luck as I take this leap,
Into the unknown, where shadows seep,
In the twilight’s glow, I’ll find my way,
Wish me courage as I face the day.