Losing My Grip Lyrics

Heartache in the Shadows

[ Verse 1] | I watched her walk away, her steps lost in the rain, | The silence screamed so loud, all that’s left is the pain, | We built it up, burned it down, now it’s just ash in my hands, | This love we had, lost like sand slipping through my veins. | The streetlights flicker, cold shadows stand still, | She’s gone, and I’m haunted by the ghost of what I feel. | [ Chorus] | Heartache in the shadows, I’m left here alone, | Chasing ghosts of the past, like a stone that’s been thrown, | The tears in my eyes, they won’t ever be enough, | Heartache in the shadows, this love’s been too rough. | [ Verse 2] | I still hear her voice in the quiet of the night, | Like a melody that fades, but never takes flight, | The promises we made, now they’re just words in the wind, | I’m stuck in this memory, but it’s wearing thin. | The warmth is gone, and I’m left to fight the chill, | This love’s like a disease, and I’ve swallowed the pill. | [ Chorus] | Heartache in the shadows, I’m left here alone, | Chasing ghosts of the past, like a stone that’s been thrown, | The tears in my eyes, they won’t ever be enough, | Heartache in the shadows, this love’s been too rough. | [ Bridge] | Every corner I turn, every place I go, | I see her face, but she’s not here, just a shadow I know, | And the silence cuts deeper than the words we never spoke, | Now I’m drowning in memories, choking on the smoke. | [ Chorus] | Heartache in the shadows, I’m left here alone, | Chasing ghosts of the past, like a stone that’s been thrown, | The tears in my eyes, they won’t ever be enough, | Heartache in the shadows, this love’s been too rough. | [ Outro] | Heartache in the shadows, no light to guide my way, | I’m lost in the darkness, where the night’s here to stay, | This heartache won’t heal, it’s a wound that won’t fade, | Heartache in the shadows, in the price we paid.

Mind on Fire

[ Verse 1] | They say I’m crazy, I say, "Hell yeah," | In the mirror, I don’t recognize the face I wear. | The world’s spinning round, but I’m standing still, | Trapped in my head, can’t climb this hill. | Shadows whisper, the voices scream, | I’ve lost my grip on the waking dream. | They laugh as I twist, they watch me fall, | But I can’t stop, I’ve given it all. | [ Chorus] | Mind on fire, burning bright, | I can’t see the day or the night. | Madness calls, it pulls me in, | I’m a prisoner in my skin. | [ Verse 2] | I’ve got a million thoughts racing in my mind, | But none of them seem to make a damn kind. | The walls are closing, the air is thick, | The clock ticks on, it’s making me sick. | I try to fight but the battle’s lost, | I’m paying the price but I don’t count the cost. | The room is silent, but inside I scream, | I’m trapped in the echo of a broken dream. | [ Chorus] | Mind on fire, burning bright, | I can’t see the day or the night. | Madness calls, it pulls me in, | I’m a prisoner in my skin. | [ Bridge] | A cage of glass, but I can't break free, | The flames of doubt are swallowing me. | Every step I take, the floor sinks low, | I can’t stop running, where can I go? | They tell me "calm down, everything's fine," | But I’m stuck in a maze, no end to find. | [ Verse 3] | Nightmares crawl through my veins like ice, | They're everywhere, they come with a price. | My thoughts are knives, they cut me deep, | In this madness, there’s no place to sleep. | So I scream out loud, but no one hears, | I’m drowning in my own worst fears. | So light the fire, watch me burn, | In this hell, I’ll never return. | [ Chorus] | Mind on fire, burning bright, | I can’t see the day or the night. | Madness calls, it pulls me in, | I’m a prisoner in my skin. | [ Outro] | My mind's on fire, it’s all I know, | A blaze that keeps me in its glow. | I’m lost, I’m damned, and that’s my fate, | Locked in the fire, it’s far too late.

The Blackened Heart

In the dark, I feel the burn | A twisted soul, with no return | The shadows crawl inside my chest | A blackened heart that’s never at rest | | The blackened heart, it beats no more | Lost to the darkness, broken and raw | No redemption, no love, no light | The blackened heart, forever in night | | The blood runs cold, the pain is clear | The whispers in my mind, they’re near | I try to scream, but I’m too far gone | The blackened heart is my only song | | The blackened heart, it beats no more | Lost to the darkness, broken and raw | No redemption, no love, no light | The blackened heart, forever in night | | The soul is crushed, the spirit’s torn | I was born in fire, now I mourn | The weight of sorrow fills the air | The blackened heart is all I wear | | The silence calls, but I can’t hear | The darkness swallows, feeding on fear | There’s no escape, no way to start | The blackened heart will tear apart | | The blackened heart, it beats no more | Lost to the darkness, broken and raw | No redemption, no love, no light | The blackened heart, forever in night | | The blackened heart, it lies alone | Forgotten, forsaken, in a tomb of stone

Ashes Under Her Fingernails

| She danced through fallout like it was mist, skin glowing in the amber haze | Barefoot on bone piles, singing lullabies to the broken buildings | Her lipstick smeared like blood across the mouth of a dying decade | | She kissed me once—tongue like smoke, breath tasted like burned sermons | Said “I watched cities melt and didn’t cry, but I cried for the last bookstore” | Her eyes held mushroom clouds and the ghost of every fire we lit in bed | | Ashes under her fingernails, love letters written in soot and ruin | She fucked like she was erasing time, like the world had wronged her first | Every moan was a requiem, every thrust a countdown to zero | | We lived in the shell of a bank, vaults turned into dirty confession booths | Told her “I love you” with my fingers on her scars, but she never said it back | Just rode me through the tremors and came like sirens were orgasms | | She marked every building with a scratch and every corpse with a sigh | Said “Apocalypse is just another excuse to stop pretending we’re civilized” | Then sucked me off in the rubble and whispered, “Now you’re baptized” | | I don’t know where she went when the wind took her name | But I still taste her when the sky burns red | Ashes under her fingernails—she made the end feel fucking holy

Bloodstains and Broken Glass

| She walked in like a hurricane, wrecking everything she touched | Red lipstick, heels that cut deep, and a smile that promised too much | She left a trail of bloodstains on the floor, like a story untold | Every step she took was a warning, every glance a promise sold | | I should’ve known, should’ve run, but damn, I liked the chase | Her body was a battlefield, but I couldn’t leave her embrace | She pulled me close, whispered curses in my ear like a lover’s prayer | And when I kissed her back, I was already falling, already lost, already there | | Bloodstains and broken glass, that’s the price of love in the dark | She gave me hell with every kiss, left a mark I couldn’t wash | Bloodstains and broken glass, she tore my world apart | But damn, I’d take her again, just to feel her break my heart | | We fucked in the shadows, lost in a haze of smoke and lies | Her hands tore through my soul like she was cutting through disguise | I should’ve known she was a killer, should’ve known she’d steal my breath | But when she looked at me like that, I knew I was already dead | | Bloodstains and broken glass, she took my soul and ran | And I’ll always remember her, a ghost with a devil’s plan.

Bloodstains on the Floor

I’m walking through the halls, I hear them scream | Shadows dancing, they whisper in my dream | Cold steel in my veins, can’t turn away | The red stains on the floor call me to stay | | Bloodstains on the floor, can’t leave it behind | Faces in the mirrors, they haunt my mind | Every step I take, the darkness pulls more | Bloodstains on the floor, I can’t ignore | | The doors are locked, the windows closed tight | The voices inside are ready to fight | I can’t escape the terror I’ve found | The bloodstains speak, they drag me down | | Bloodstains on the floor, can’t leave it behind | Faces in the mirrors, they haunt my mind | Every step I take, the darkness pulls more | Bloodstains on the floor, I can’t ignore | | The walls are bleeding, the floor is alive | I’m trapped in the nightmare, trying to survive | Each breath I take, the silence screams | In this house of horrors, nothing’s what it seems | | The floor cracks open, a hand reaches through | A face from my past, pulling me too | The blood that’s spilled, it calls my name | The shadows twist, I’m caught in their game | | Bloodstains on the floor, can’t leave it behind | Faces in the mirrors, they haunt my mind | Every step I take, the darkness pulls more | Bloodstains on the floor, I can’t ignore | | Bloodstains on the floor, they’re never gone | The house is waiting, the blood still flows on | I’m caught in the web, trapped in the lore | Forever marked by the bloodstains on the floor

Champagne and Chlamydia

She had lips like sin and a purse full of pills, said, "Daddy's rich, but I like poor boy thrills" | Wore a dress like a napkin and heels that killed, lit her cigarette with unpaid bills | Took me back to her motel lair, said, "We don't need names, just sweat in the air" | She rode me like a rumor and disappeared, vanished like rent on welfare | Her bathroom stank like vodka and crime, her thong on the floor was a warning sign | She moaned like a ghost and left a crime scene, whispering sweet shit about being clean | I woke up with scratches and a stiletto bruise, checked my phone-four condoms, no clues | There's glitter in my teeth and lube in my shoes, but I still smile when I spread the news | Champagne and chlamydia, that's her perfume | Sucking innocence straight outta the room | She don't kiss, she brands you in sweat | Makes a mess outta men and a prayer of regret | Champagne and chlamydia, that's her grace | She'll fuck you so hard, you forget your faith | I saw her two weeks later in a micro skirt, winking at a judge like guilt don't hurt | Said, "You got tested, baby? " with that smirk so mean, then left with a cop and her record clean | She's a reckoning night STD with aftermath school lies, spreads legs like wings and hell in disguise | I should've known when she asked for my sign, and told me her safe word was `mine' | She don't do aftercare, just aftershocks | Leaves lipstick prints on mugshots and cocks | She's a cautionary tale in designer lace | And I still pray for a second taste | Champagne and chlamydia, that's her perfume | Sucking innocence straight outta the room | She don't kiss, she brands you in sweat | Makes a mess outta men and a prayer outta regret | Champagne and chlamydia, that's her grace | She'll fuck you so hard, you forget your faith | If you meet her, run-or just fuck and pray | Either way, you won't sleep, but it's worth it anyway |

Coffin Couture

| I wear black not for mourning, but to match my fucking mood | Painted lips like sin incarnate, high heels built for a feud | I strut past graves like it’s fashion week in the afterlife | | Corset tight like a secret you can’t admit out loud | Smile like a guillotine, charm like a mushroom cloud | Lace soaked in perfume and probable cause | | Coffin couture—darling, I slay at funerals | Eyeliner sharp, tongue even crueler | I bring a eulogy and a shopping list, and I never forget which is which | | I’ve kissed boys in crypts and danced on bones in halls | My therapist quit at session six, said, “Damn, you’re too enthralled” | I took it as a compliment, then hexed him for fun | | I’ve dated ghosts with better game than the living | Been married to misery twice, annulled by Thanksgiving | Don’t confuse tragedy with taste—it’s not my fault I make it look good | | So bury me in stilettos, spray tan and snide remarks | Give me death, but make it glam, with sequins in the dark | ‘Cause when I rise again, I’m charging for autographs

Crosses clash with my clackin’ walk | Death gives me nods, I don’t even talk | Nails chipped black, still scratch your name off |
Smoke in my lungs, grin like a dare | Bite like a prayer—fuck if I care | I’m the last laugh when the casket drops |
Snap like a photo, flash like a sin | Chaos in couture, I’m the devil’s next of kin | You wanna haunt me? Bitch, get in line |

Coffin couture, yeah, I slay at the wake | Eyeliner runs like the sins that I fake | I brought a curse in a clutch and a contract to break |
Yeah—give me death, but make it divine | Sequins drip like blood, and the afterlife’s mine | Fade me out in stilettos, strutting over your shrine…

Fade Out

Creepshow

[ Verse 1] | Behind the curtains, they come alive | Eyes like demons, no place to hide | Shadows creep, filling the room | A touch of madness, sealing my doom | The whispers come, they're calling my name | A twisted game, no one’s to blame | I see the faces, but I don’t know who | The monsters are real, and they’re after you | [ Chorus] | Creepshow, come to life, hear them scream | In my head, like a twisted dream | Creepshow, crawling through the night | Turning the world into a blinding light | Caught in the madness, can't break free | No way out, it's swallowing me | Creepshow, come alive, hear them scream | In my head, it's more than it seems | [ Verse 2] | The clock is ticking, running out of time | The chaos lingers, it’s sublime | Walls close in, can’t find the door | Screams echo, but I need more | My skin is crawling, the darkness grows | A mind unraveled, no one knows | In the mirror, I see their eyes | Realize now, the truth’s disguised | [ Chorus] | Creepshow, come to life, hear them scream | In my head, like a twisted dream | Creepshow, crawling through the night | Turning the world into a blinding light | Caught in the madness, can't break free | No way out, it's swallowing me | Creepshow, come alive, hear them scream | In my head, it's more than it seems | [ Bridge] | The lights are fading, I can’t breathe | The horror’s rising, no time to grieve | Every step I take, they draw me near | The hellish voices whisper clear | Can’t escape, can’t run from fate | It's too late now, I sealed my fate | These monsters, they own my soul | They take control, they take control | [ Chorus] | Creepshow, come to life, hear them scream | In my head, like a twisted dream | Creepshow, crawling through the night | Turning the world into a blinding light | Caught in the madness, can't break free | No way out, it's swallowing me | Creepshow, come alive, hear them scream | In my head, it's more than it seems | [ Outro] | And as the curtains fall, they’re still here | Creepshow, the monsters, they appear | Trapped forever, no escape in sight | In this madness, I’ll burn tonight

Cursed Silence

[ Verse 1] | The house stands cold, with eyes in the dark, | Whispering shadows that leave a mark. | I’ve heard the stories, I’ve seen the signs, | But the devil’s here, and he’s crossing the line. | The mirrors crack, the walls won’t speak, | But I feel their breath, it’s sharp and sleek. | The curse of silence, it gnaws at me, | Trapped in the echo, where none can see. | [ Chorus] | Cursed silence, I can’t break free, | A whispering ghost is calling me. | Cold touch, but no one’s near, | Cursed silence, I’m drowning in fear. | [ Verse 2] | There’s no way out, the doors are sealed, | The whispers grow louder, no truth revealed. | Footsteps follow where shadows play, | But there’s no one there, just a price to pay. | A creak in the floor, a scrape on the wall, | This cursed house, it’s seen it all. | I try to scream, but the air is thick, | A haunting silence, sharp and slick. | [ Chorus] | Cursed silence, I can’t break free, | A whispering ghost is calling me. | Cold touch, but no one’s near, | Cursed silence, I’m drowning in fear. | [ Bridge] | I can hear the whispers, they’re all around, | The truth lies hidden, buried underground. | What if the dead have come to stay? | To twist and pull me to decay. | I can’t escape, no matter how loud, | The silence is screaming, it’s pulling me down. | [ Verse 3] | I’ll never leave this cursed place, | It’s etched in my mind, a deadly trace. | The shadows dance and the doors slam tight, | Trapped in the silence, I’ll lose the fight. | A voice calls out, it’s not my name, | But still, I answer, it’s all the same. | A curse so strong, I can’t break free, | Lost in the silence that follows me. | [ Chorus] | Cursed silence, I can’t break free, | A whispering ghost is calling me. | Cold touch, but no one’s near, | Cursed silence, I’m drowning in fear. | [ Outro] | Cursed silence, it’s all I know, | Drowned in the echoes, where none can go. | No light, no sound, just shadows and fear, | Cursed silence, I disappear.

House of Blood

[ Verse 1] | The house was alive, but it wasn’t a home, | Creeping shadows and whispers, you'd never be alone. | There’s a stench of death that’s hung in the air, | It's in the walls, it’s everywhere. | The floorboards creak as the lights flicker low, | The more you know, the less you want to go. | The spirits scream in the dead of the night, | In the house where nothing feels right. | [ Chorus] | Welcome to the house of blood, | Where the souls of the damned never rest. | No way out, no place to hide, | Welcome to the house, where evil resides. | [ Verse 2] | The mirror cracked and it showed the past, | A tale of terror that was built to last. | A family murdered, their screams in vain, | Now their souls dance in a twisted chain. | You can feel them watching, you can hear them breathe, | In the house that will never let you leave. | You can try to run, you can try to fight, | But you’ll always return to that same night. | [ Chorus] | Welcome to the house of blood, | Where the souls of the damned never rest. | No way out, no place to hide, | Welcome to the house, where evil resides. | [ Bridge] | They’re not gone, they’re still here, | Their broken whispers, their endless fear. | Every crack, every creak, every scream, | A never-ending part of your worst dream. | You’ve crossed the line, there’s no turning back, | The house has you now, trapped in its black. | [ Verse 3] | So here you are, standing in the dark, | The house knows your name, it’s left its mark. | Every room, every door, every twist and turn, | It’s where the cursed forever burn. | There’s no salvation, no holy light, | Just a house that’s hungry for another bite. | So scream and cry, but it won’t help you now, | In the house of blood, you'll make your vow. | [ Chorus] | Welcome to the house of blood, | Where the souls of the damned never rest. | No way out, no place to hide, | Welcome to the house, where evil resides. | [ Outro] | So if you hear the call, don’t dare to go, | The house is waiting, and it always knows. | Welcome to the house of blood, | Where the wicked will forever be stuck.

Midnight Sins

It’s midnight and she’s waiting, a smirk on her lips | Her body’s a weapon, she’s got you in her grip | She whispers your name, a challenge in her eyes | You’re caught in her web, no room to disguise | | Midnight sins, don’t fight the flame | You’re hers tonight, no one else to blame | Her touch is poison, but you want more | Midnight sins, she’s knocking at your door | | Her hands like fire, they trace every line | A dangerous game, but it feels divine | She pulls you close, you’re begging for more | In the dark, you’re losing the war | | Midnight sins, don’t fight the flame | You’re hers tonight, no one else to blame | Her touch is poison, but you want more | Midnight sins, she’s knocking at your door | | No turning back, you’ve crossed the line | In her arms, you’ll pay the price | The night is young, and so is she | Midnight sins, you’ll never break free | | The clock strikes one, but you don’t care | Her lips are on you, no air to spare | The taste of temptation is burning in your veins | Midnight sins, you’ll never be the same | | Midnight sins, don’t fight the flame | You’re hers tonight, no one else to blame | Her touch is poison, but you want more | Midnight sins, she’s knocking at your door | | Midnight sins, knocking at your door | Midnight sins, she’s asking for more

Our Bones in the Rearview

| We left town with a tank of fumes and a trunk full of shit we never fixed | Her passport was expired, my ID was fake, and fate was feeling sadistic | Dust in the air, blood on our shoes, we drove through a sunset that never blinked | The world behind us was coughing smoke and the stars looked rigged and jinxed | | Gas stations were tombstones, motels like sin-slick graves with ice machines | She stripped in the parking lot while sirens sang over broken vending machines | I came in her mouth while the sky turned red, and we never said a word | Love ain’t survival, it’s fucking through collapse while pretending it’s not absurd | | Our bones in the rearview, rattling loose like truth in a goddamn lie | We fucked on the dash, flipped off the past, gave apocalypse a high-five | No future, no map, just her legs on my lap and a bottle of rain-washed pills | The cities burned, the people screamed—we smiled through the kills | | She buried her wedding ring in a dumpster, said vows were a virus with flair | I buried my name with a laugh, said memories are just ghosts we wear | We’re still running, still moaning, still making the void feel like a fuck | When the end comes, we’ll be naked, grinning, and way too loud to duck | | Our bones in the rearview, two filthy outlaws with nothing left to grieve | No heaven, no hell—just rubber, rust, and the way her pussy made me believe.

Pinch Me ‘Til I Bruise Right

| She said, “I don’t want flowers—I want proof, ” and dug her nails into my ribs | Every kiss came with a warning, every moan wrapped around a threat | Her thighs locked like handcuffs, and she whispered “harder” like a promise | | She pinched my nipples ‘til I begged, dragged her teeth down my neck like fire | Left bite marks on my hip like she was signing a lease | And when I arched, she just grinned—called me her little masochist masterpiece | | Pinch me ‘til I bruise right, scratch your name into my thighs | Make my skin a canvas for all the sins we can't admit sober | If love hurts, then call this worship—bloody, breathless, and branded | | She slapped me mid-orgasm just to watch the confusion flicker | Said pain makes pleasure taste honest—and goddamn, it did | My back looked like survival, my wrists looked like trust | | Aftercare was a smirk and a cigarette, sitting naked in the dark | She kissed each mark like a medal and called it her art | I didn’t fall in love—I crawled into it, dripping and wrecked | | She didn’t want sweet, she wanted scars that spelled her name | And I gave them, freely, because I needed to hurt where it felt like home | Pinch me again, baby—make the ache permanent

Shadows on the Wall

Verse 1: | Clinic walls whisper, they hiss with tales untold, | Pulse racing in the silence, in the corridors so cold. | Eyes darting, searching for truths in the plaster cracked and old, | Every shadow's a story, every silence a secret sold. | Verse 2: | Rage boils beneath the veneer of calm, | An unseen storm, a relentless, pounding psalm. | Explosive outbursts in the night, a destructive balm, | In the quiet aftermath, finding no peace, no palm. | Chorus: | I walk through a mindfield laid bare, | Each step echoes a scream, a scare. | Reality blurs, do I dare | To face these ghosts, am I aware? | Verse 3: | The whispers turn to shouts, the room begins to spin, | Hallucinations vivid, under the skin they grin. | A touch that wasn’t there, a creeping, crawling sin, | Locked in a dance with shadows, can never win. | Bridge: | Desires twisted, fears entwined, | In the darkest recesses of the mind. | Searching for a light, a sign, | In a world unkind, where lines align. | Chorus: | I walk through a mindfield laid bare, | Each step echoes a scream, a scare. | Reality blurs, do I dare | To face these ghosts, am I aware? | Outro: | No lullabies here, just cold whispers of the past, | Every heartbeat a reminder that nothing’s meant to last. | In this theatre of the mind, I’m both the cast | And the audience, where shadows will always last |

The Masks We Wear

The world’s crumbling, we're too scared to fall | Hiding our tears behind a painted wall | Every smile a mask we wear, hiding the ache | Pretending we’re fine, but we’re starting to break | | Behind the masks, we’ve forgotten who we are | Blinded by the lies, we’ve come so far | In the ashes of the past, we bury our pain | But when the smoke clears, will we rise again? | | Faces in the mirror, but they’re not quite right | Walking through this hell with a shadowed light | The laughter’s hollow, the joy’s a disguise | Beneath the surface, the truth never lies | | Behind the masks, we’ve forgotten who we are | Blinded by the lies, we’ve come so far | In the ashes of the past, we bury our pain | But when the smoke clears, will we rise again? | | The end is near, but we’ve lost our way | Every day’s a battle, another price to pay | We fight the storm, but we’ve forgotten why | As the world burns, we just close our eyes | | We wear these masks to keep from breaking down | In a broken world, we just wear the | The apocalypse is here, but we’re still in disguise | Hiding from the truth, pretending we’re alive | | Behind the masks, we’ve forgotten who we are | Blinded by the lies, we’ve come so far | In the ashes of the past, we bury our pain | But when the smoke clears, will we rise again?

Under the Bed

[ Verse 1] | There’s a shadow in the corner, where it waits for you, | Crawling closer, it’s a nightmare you can’t undo. | The whispers start when the moon is high, | Like a nightmare that refuses to die. | It’s been there for years, a silent beast, | Lurking, feeding on your darkest grief. | Under the bed, where you think it’s safe, | But you’ll never escape, it’s got your face. | [ Chorus] | Under the bed, it’s always watching, | No place to run, no place for hiding. | It’s got your soul, it’s got your mind, | The devil’s waiting, and he’s hard to find. | [ Verse 2] | The walls are thin, but the fear is thick, | Silent footsteps, the clock ticks quick. | You thought it was just a childhood scare, | But now you’re older, and it’s still there. | Eyes that burn through the darkest night, | Screaming silence, it’s a hellish sight. | Under the bed, the devil grins wide, | And the whispers never stop, they just collide. | [ Chorus] | Under the bed, it’s always watching, | No place to run, no place for hiding. | It’s got your soul, it’s got your mind, | The devil’s waiting, and he’s hard to find. | [ Bridge] | There’s no escape from the world you’ve made, | Every corner’s a grave, and you’re afraid. | The demon’s hungry, it wants its meal, | And your soul is all it needs to seal the deal. | [ Verse 3] | The clock stops ticking, the air turns cold, | The sheets are tangled, your body’s sold. | You think you’re dreaming, you think you’re fine, | But you’re caught in a nightmare for all of time. | Under the bed, the darkness claims, | Your sanity’s lost, it’s playing games. | It’s over now, the lights go dim, | You’re left in the dark, forever grim. | [ Chorus] | Under the bed, it’s always watching, | No place to run, no place for hiding. | It’s got your soul, it’s got your mind, | The devil’s waiting, and he’s hard to find. | [ Outro] | Under the bed, you’ll never be free, | Trapped in the dark for eternity. | It’s always there, it’s never gone, | And you’re stuck in this nightmare, all alone.

Dead Eyes Watching

[ Verse 1] | Candlelit whispers in a house full of lies | Cracked walls echo the screams of the night | Something’s watching from behind the blinds | But the doors are locked, you can’t take flight[Verse 2] | The dolls they stare with their hollow eyes | Their smiles are stitched, but their souls have died | The clock strikes twelve, the floor starts to breathe | And the air’s thick with the guilt they weave[Chorus] | Dead eyes watching, they never blink | Searching your soul, they make you think | You’re the prey, you’re the game, you’re the reason they scream | Dead eyes watching, nothing’s as it seems[Verse 3] | Underneath the bed, the shadows creep | They twist and writhe, they never sleep | The walls are bleeding, dripping red | And in the mirror, there’s a face you’ve never met[Bridge] | I tried to scream, but my voice was stolen | All the memories are cracked and broken | They’ve been waiting for me, for so damn long | In this house where the dead belong[Chorus] | Dead eyes watching, they never blink | Searching your soul, they make you think | You’re the prey, you’re the game, you’re the reason they scream | Dead eyes watching, nothing’s as it seems[Outro] | The light goes out, the last breath leaves | In the grip of death, there’s no reprieve | Dead eyes watching, the darkness wins | And you’re another ghost that never begins.

Echoes Don't Apologize

| I see your face in the cracks of the ceiling, mouthing words I never said | Every “what if” wraps tight like a noose, dragging me back to the day you bled | Time didn’t heal—just hushed the screams and dressed the wound in rot | | The mirror’s a bastard, throwing back lies with your ghost beside me | I was drunk on anger, deaf to the tremble in your voice when you tried to warn me | And I wore pride like a of thorns, too stubborn to bleed out the poison | | Echoes don’t apologize—they just repeat | Regret’s a song that doesn’t skip, just scratches and eats | You’re gone but you haunt like a shadow stitched to my feet | | I see you standing on the ledge in dreams, waiting for me to say don’t | But my tongue was a coward, and silence held the rope | I lit the match and walked away before the fire asked for fuel | | Guilt is a lover with claws, and she sleeps in my chest | I called it closure, but I know it was just my own selfishness dressed | You whispered goodbye through the phone—I missed it. I missed it. I missed it. | | Now your name is a bruise I don’t let fade | A tattoo in my throat every time I try to pray | And every scream I swallow still tastes like your name | Echoes don’t apologize—they just fucking stay

Goodbye to the Last of Me

I watched the sun choke in its own red breath | Sky cracked open like a busted chest | The streets wore ash like second skin | And the world just caved the fuck right in | | We built our gods out of gasoline | Lit the match and crowned the machine | I had your picture in my coat | But the heat peeled it like a bad joke | | This is the sound of my last goodbye | No white flag, just dust in my eye | I ain’t a hero, I ain’t a prayer | Just the last ghost left who remembers you were there | | Every voice is gone except my head | Every sign screams “you should be dead” | But I keep walking through this graveyard town | Wearing guilt like a hand-me-down | | I tried to scream, but my throat just cracked | Like the Earth itself never wanted me back | And your name still sits behind my teeth | With nothing left to say and no one left to grieve | | This is the song of the end of me | No crowd, no choir, just catastrophe | And if the sky ever learns to cry | Tell it I burned when I kissed you goodbye | Tell it I burned when I kissed you goodbye.

Lurking in the Dark

She haunts the corners of my mind | A lover lost, a soul confined | Her voice is soft, it calls my name | Lurking in the dark, it’s never the same | | Lurking in the dark, she pulls me near | A love that’s gone, yet still I fear | Shadows whisper, and hearts break | Lurking in the dark, I can’t escape | | Her face is pale, a ghost so fair | She’s in my dreams, she’s everywhere | I reach for her, but she’s not there | Lurking in the dark, I find despair | | Lurking in the dark, she pulls me near | A love that’s gone, yet still I fear | Shadows whisper, and hearts break | Lurking in the dark, I can’t escape | | I feel her breath, but never see | The twisted love, she gave to me | I close my eyes, and she’s still there | Lurking in the dark, a lover’s prayer | | I’m chasing shadows, I’m chasing lies | Her ghostly touch still never dies | A love that’s dead, but never gone | Lurking in the dark, I carry on | | Lurking in the dark, she pulls me near | A love that’s gone, yet still I fear | Shadows whisper, and hearts break | Lurking in the dark, I can’t escape | | Lurking in the dark, she’s all I know | Lurking in the dark, my heart’s her show

No Graves Left to Dig

| We burned the map when the rivers ran dry, turned street signs into tombstones | Every friend I buried had their eyes open, watching the world rot from below | They said “Survive, ” like survival ever tasted better than silence | | We built churches out of scrap and prayed to static on cracked screens | Kissed memories like they were flesh, fucked ghosts in bombed-out kitchens | Love became a liability, and I carried your name like a scar on my tongue | | There’s no graves left to dig, no names worth carving in the dust | Just ash in the wind and bones in our boots, marching toward a ruined sunrise | We don’t cry anymore—we just count the days we didn’t die screaming | | I found your locket in a bloodstained sock drawer—guess you didn’t make it far | The walls still whisper your laugh, but they lie just to keep me from screaming | I sleep under your coat, still stained from the night you stopped being warm | | If you come back, bring bullets and whiskey, not hope—it’s useless here | I’ve made peace with the rats and the shadows, but not with missing you | This city fell in slow motion, but I broke all at once | | I keep digging out of habit, not faith | One day I’ll hit your smile buried deep | Until then, I plant flowers and call them corpses

Shattered Mirror

[ Verse 1] | The mirror cracks, I see my face, | A thousand pieces, scattered in place. | Is that me staring back, or just a ghost? | Haunting myself, a figure I fear the most. | The whispers call, they pull me near, | “You’re not real, you’re nothing here.” | I scream aloud, but no one hears, | Lost in this chaos, drowning in fears. | [ Chorus] | Shattered mirror, broken mind, | Pieces of me I can’t find. | Every cut, every scar, | Pushed me closer, but now I’m far. | [ Verse 2] | I reach for the shards, they burn my hand, | They tell me lies, I can’t understand. | Who am I, who have I become? | A twisted version, a web I’ve spun. | The walls are closing, I start to break, | Is this the end, or a big mistake? | I stand alone, but I’m not free, | This battle’s won by the insanity in me. | [ Chorus] | Shattered mirror, broken mind, | Pieces of me I can’t find. | Every cut, every scar, | Pushed me closer, but now I’m far. | [ Bridge] | Crack the glass, let it all fall, | A twisted version of me, I can’t recall. | Am I real, or am I just the lies? | I can’t escape these haunted eyes. | [ Verse 3] | The fragments bleed, they slip away, | I’m left with nothing, I’ve lost my way. | What’s left of me is fading fast, | The mirror’s shattered, the die is cast. | I can’t fight it, I can’t run, | I’m done with this, I’ve come undone. | The pieces fade, the darkness grows, | In this shattered mirror, no one knows. | [ Chorus] | Shattered mirror, broken mind, | Pieces of me I can’t find. | Every cut, every scar, | Pushed me closer, but now I’m far. | [ Outro] | Shattered mirror, lost in the lie, | Fading away, left to die. | No escape, just one last scream, | Caught forever in this broken dream.

The Devil's Pact

[ Verse 1] | In the dead of night, a shadow calls, | Beneath the moonlight, it tempts and falls. | A deal is struck, the price is steep, | In the Devil's name, your soul to keep. | His eyes like fire, burning through, | Tearing apart everything you knew. | A whisper in the dark, it speaks your name, | And suddenly, you’re part of the game. | [ Chorus] | The Devil’s pact, it’s done and sealed, | All your fears, now they’re revealed. | There’s no escape, no way to run, | Once you’ve signed, the damage is done. | [ Verse 2] | You thought it was power you craved, | But now you’re a slave, chained and depraved. | The blood-stained pages, the price you pay, | He owns your soul, there’s no escape. | The fire inside is all you feel, | But it’s too late now to break the seal. | Every step you take, he’s by your side, | The Devil’s pact, there’s nowhere to hide. | [ Chorus] | The Devil’s pact, it’s done and sealed, | All your fears, now they’re revealed. | There’s no escape, no way to run, | Once you’ve signed, the damage is done. | [ Bridge] | You begged for mercy, but it’s too late, | His grip is tight, you sealed your fate. | The world you knew has turned to dust, | In the Devil’s grip, you place your trust. | His laughter echoes in your head, | In your dreams, in your bed. | You gave him everything, now you pay, | You’re his forever, you can’t break away. | [ Verse 3] | Now the night is your only friend, | But you can’t run, can’t pretend. | The darkness knows your name, | And there’s no way out of this game. | He whispers promises of more, | But at what cost? What’s in store? | The Devil waits with open arms, | And now you’re lost in his dark charms. | [ Chorus] | The Devil’s pact, it’s done and sealed, | All your fears, now they’re revealed. | There’s no escape, no way to run, | Once you’ve signed, the damage is done. | [ Outro] | The Devil’s laughter fills the air, | You’re caught in a nightmare, trapped in despair. | A pact once made, it’s all too late, | Now you’re bound to your twisted fate.

We Danced on the Roof ‘Til the Sirens Won

| The sky cracked open like a skull, and the city bled fire across our feet | You pulled me close, hair full of dust, eyes full of defiance and ruin | Said, “If this is it, I’m not dying without one last fucking dance” | | We climbed that condemned hotel like it was Olympus, or maybe our grave | Neon flickered behind clouds of ash, and I swear I saw angels jerking off | While we kissed like bombs were just backup dancers to our goodbye | | We danced on the roof ‘til the sirens won, hips grinding in the rhythm of collapse | Every moan echoed louder than the fallout, every gasp a middle finger to fate | We burned brighter than the city going under us, and laughed in the smoke | | Below us, people screamed prayers into phones with no signal, begged gods with names they never used sober | But we fucked standing up, hands bruising skin like we owed the scars rent | And I screamed your name just to hear it one more time over the crumbling skyline | | Your sweat hit my lips like baptism, your thighs like a requiem | And when the blast wave hit, we didn’t flinch—we came as the sky turned black | Death wasn’t scary—it was jealous | | I don’t know what’s left of me, or if I’m real anymore—but I still taste you in ash | And every time I close my eyes, I feel your hips and hear the sirens hum | We didn’t survive—but fuck, we conquered the end with a climax

Your Pretty Cage

The attic creaks with secrets it's aching to sell — the dolls all frozen in their porcelain shell | Mouths cracked wide from years of silently screaming — poses snapped in some long-expired dreaming | She went by Clara — vanished in lace and bloodstained white | Daddy swore she ran away; Mama drank into the night | But the dolls kept multiplying, each one stamped with her eyes | Each one standing half-crooked at the edge of the surprise | They move when no one's watching — hands that twitch and hesitate | A ballerina with no feet, a bride with a nail through the face | One carries a photograph tucked behind her borrowed heart | One turns toward you slowly when you think you're standing in the dark | [Chorus] | Welcome to the dollhouse built from stolen bones | Where sins get sewn in lace and silence moans | You check in with your shadow, leave with a scream | And get threaded into somebody else's dream | The wind hums lullabies through throats that never healed | And every footfall on that floor unseals another field | Be careful where your eyes stop — some truths refuse to hide | They dress you pretty, they paint your lips | They twist your soul in their marionette grip | You came as a visitor — you'll end as décor | Smile wide for the crypt and don't ask what those dolls are for |

Devil’s Deal

In the shadows, he made his call | A twisted deal, to watch me fall | He offered me power, he offered me fame | But in his eyes, I saw the shame | | Devil’s deal, can’t turn away | Sold my soul, led astray | The price is steep, but I won’t feel | Devil’s deal, it’s all too real | | He took my soul, and I took the gold | A life of luxury, a heart so cold | The world was mine, but I lost my way | Devil’s deal, it’s where I’ll stay | | Devil’s deal, can’t turn away | Sold my soul, led astray | The price is steep, but I won’t feel | Devil’s deal, it’s all too real | | The devil laughs, the devil wins | A twisted game, the same old sins | I thought I’d conquer, but I’m just a pawn | Devil’s deal, I’m never gone | | Now I’m trapped, and I can’t break free | The devil’s grip, forever on me | The cost was high, the pain is real | Devil’s deal, the final seal | | Devil’s deal, can’t turn away | Sold my soul, led astray | The price is steep, but I won’t feel | Devil’s deal, it’s all too real | | Devil’s deal, no way to go | Trapped forever, in his hold

Glitter, Grease, and Bad Decisions

| She showed up drunk in fishnets, stole a smoke with her tongue from my lips | Said, “I’m not here to flirt, I’m here to fuck or fight”—and I hoped it was both | Smelled like sugar, sin, and someone else's cologne—tasted like every mistake I’d make twice | | Backseat of a stranger’s car, panties lost, dignity traded for a moan | She scratched my chest like she was searching for morals I never owned | Said, “Don’t fall in love, baby—I’m just the rerun that still gets you hard” | | Glitter, grease, and bad decisions—that’s her perfume and her plan | She doesn’t come with warnings, just orgasms and bruises | And I still chase her ghost in every alley with my zipper halfway down | | The night we trashed a motel and each other, she left lipstick on the TV screen | Wrote her number in spit on my abs, said “If you call me, I’ll block you fast” | But I did, just to hear her voicemail again whisper “fucking loser” like foreplay | | I loved her like fire loves gasoline—loud, fast, and never worth surviving | We weren’t a story, we were a sex scene cut for being too real | And I still get hard when I think about the way she said “use me right” | | She’s probably out there now—knee-high boots, no panties, gold nail polish chipped | Ruining lives with a smile and one-night stands that feel like epilogues | And I’d ruin mine again for her. . .

My Thoughts Keep Pacing Without Me

| I tried locking the door, but my thoughts keep slipping under it | Shadows wear my face at night and mouth words I didn’t choose | There’s a scream behind my eyes that learned how to whisper like a friend | | I talk to ceilings now—at least they never interrupt | My hands tremble like addicts, though I’m not sure what I’m craving | Maybe silence, maybe sleep, maybe just a moment that doesn’t twitch | | My thoughts keep pacing without me, chewing holes in the walls I fake | I watch myself like a stranger watching a meltdown and filming it | I’m not okay—I’m just efficient at looking like I might be | | I once counted tiles for comfort—now I count heartbeats between panic | Friends ask me how I’ve been, and I just say “busy” through clenched teeth | ‘Cause honesty’s expensive, and I’m already overdrawn in sanity | | My bed is a boxing ring, my brain throws punches at ghosts | I don’t remember peace, just different shades of static | And the only time I breathe deep is during the nightmares that feel like home | | If you see me smile too long, look closer—that’s the mask slipping | I don’t need saving, just a moment of quiet where I don’t flinch | ‘Cause I’m tired of losing arguments to the voices that sound like me

The Reckoning of My Sins

| The night was ink, the stars were guilt, and my hands were stained in red | I met the devil in the back of a bar, where angels fear to tread | Her eyes were fire, her touch was ice, her lips a promise I couldn’t break | She whispered, “Make your peace tonight, or you’ll drown in your own wake” | | She licked her fingers clean of sin, then threw me in a cage of glass | Her laugh was holy hell, and when she smiled, I knew I was outclassed | She wrote my name in blood across the walls, said “You’ll never make it through” | I begged for mercy with my soul on fire, but mercy never knew | | The reckoning of my sins, I sold my soul for a taste of sin | She gave me Hell, then kissed my lips, and told me, “Now you’re mine within” | I paid the price, I crossed the line, I let her burn me alive | And when the ashes settled, I was reborn—forever bound to dive | | The years moved on, but I never left, stuck in a loop of guilt | I wear her mark like a necklace now, and build my sins with filth | She haunts me like a lover’s ghost, a shadow in my dreams | And I’m addicted to the way she burns, addicted to her screams | | The reckoning of my sins, I’ll never escape her grasp | But I’ll crawl back for more—‘cause her Hell’s the only thing that lasts.

hi. these lyrics are provided for reading. singing along is permitted but not recommended, especially in the car, especially in traffic. hi. — bob, Keeper of the Words (unconfirmed)